When a piece of pottery breaks, it's not a good thing. It means the structure is compromised. When some types of stone, especially crystals, crack, it increases the strength of the stone. When your relationship is the thing that cracks, it can go either way.
I'm afraid of the cracks that have developed in m marriage. I can't decide if I should leave, accept things as they are, or fight to make things better. I'm tired. I'm sick to death of not being headed when I express myself. I'm tired of always feeling like my needs and desires are the last to be considered, though I will admit that feeling stretches back to my childhood, so I also worry that I just broken. I just don't know what to do, and worse, I don't know what I want.